X-Acto - Entertainment

Yeah i could not belive it
Because it ended as fast as it begun
And what was i supposed to do
To do with all that love
(chorus)
I never thought of me as "entertainment"
I never thought of me as a product of fill your empty
Life
Never thought that it would hurt so much
To trust and love someone
I'm not a toy to be played around
I'm not an object, i'm not a trophy
And i am more than just this body
It's so damn simple!
(chorus)
I was chasing illusions and chasing lies
And when i opened up my eyes
I couldn't deal with all the pain
I cried and i lied and i'm trying to leave all this
Behind
Memories black hole, sucking my energy away
When my illusions ended i tried to pretend
That everything was the same - but it was not
And i didn't like what i saw!
- you are not theperson i once knew
I guess i never really fucking knew you!
I fought so hard, i was so fuckin' weak
Then i found myself, i'll never be back on my knees
Now i've got my strenght (back), and i'm sick of all
This shit
I did rise a stronger man
But i won't forget what you did to me